Saturday, March 26, 2011

VOICES

You know I'm still here. I won't leave
GO AWAY! 
ill never leave you, why don't you understand?
THERES A WAY
its too bad you don't know it 
YOUR NOTHING JUST MY IMAGINATION
Oh no. I'm much more than that. You know that's true. And you understand why I'm here
ILL NEVER LET YOU. YOULL NEVER BE MORE THAN JUST A VOICE. 
oh yes I will. What was I last year? Nothing. I have grown and soon you will be no more. 
NO. ILL KEEP YOU OUT!
you have already failed.... John. Born 1992, mothers maiden name -cathrine- your dad. Mike. I know you, I'm In your brain, your thoughts! Soon I'll be in your soul. 
YOULL NEVER! ILL KILL MYSELF BEFORE THEN. 
by the time you realize it will be to late. Realize! You are DOOMED. 

-something you think about while be an introvert. 












Sorry for long break. Very busy spring break and yeah.
Obviously I was busy fighting the voices In my brain.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Being sociable

It's funny because I was totally like "I'm going to write something right now and post it"..... Yesterday. The funny part was I went on the computer and... The Internet was down.  I guess it wasn't meant to be.
    Well I'm sorry I haven't posted with in a long while. I've been semi busy. So I figured if I don't write now I never will. Here I am doing it. 
        This weekend I was with more than 15 kids for basically two whole days... Did I meet any one new? Nope. Did I talk to people I semi knew? Nope. Did I talk to my friends? Yes. So now I'm wondering what's separating my friends from the people I don't know? Did I want to talk to the people I didn't know? Sure I suppose. And I can't say for sure why I didn't. No direct need ill go with that. So now I'm asking you the readers "what reason do you have to be sociable?" 
Thanks 
…John…


Ps. Written 3 days a go. ..... Yeah. 
^ that was written 5 hours ago. 

      Talk about procrastination... I'll check the spelling of that later.