VOICES

You know I'm still here. I won't leave
GO AWAY! 
ill never leave you, why don't you understand?
THERES A WAY
its too bad you don't know it 
YOUR NOTHING JUST MY IMAGINATION
Oh no. I'm much more than that. You know that's true. And you understand why I'm here
ILL NEVER LET YOU. YOULL NEVER BE MORE THAN JUST A VOICE. 
oh yes I will. What was I last year? Nothing. I have grown and soon you will be no more. 
NO. ILL KEEP YOU OUT!
you have already failed.... John. Born 1992, mothers maiden name -cathrine- your dad. Mike. I know you, I'm In your brain, your thoughts! Soon I'll be in your soul. 
YOULL NEVER! ILL KILL MYSELF BEFORE THEN. 
by the time you realize it will be to late. Realize! You are DOOMED. 

-something you think about while be an introvert. 












Sorry for long break. Very busy spring break and yeah.
Obviously I was busy fighting the voices In my brain.

Being sociable

It's funny because I was totally like "I'm going to write something right now and post it"..... Yesterday. The funny part was I went on the computer and... The Internet was down.  I guess it wasn't meant to be.
    Well I'm sorry I haven't posted with in a long while. I've been semi busy. So I figured if I don't write now I never will. Here I am doing it. 
        This weekend I was with more than 15 kids for basically two whole days... Did I meet any one new? Nope. Did I talk to people I semi knew? Nope. Did I talk to my friends? Yes. So now I'm wondering what's separating my friends from the people I don't know? Did I want to talk to the people I didn't know? Sure I suppose. And I can't say for sure why I didn't. No direct need ill go with that. So now I'm asking you the readers "what reason do you have to be sociable?" 
Thanks 
…John…


Ps. Written 3 days a go. ..... Yeah. 
^ that was written 5 hours ago. 

      Talk about procrastination... I'll check the spelling of that later. 

What Makes a Good Time

What makes a good time? Is it the people you are with? The activities in which you partake? Your mind set while doing for said? Is there a formula for an amazing time? Sometimes you think a certain event will be amazing but then it turns out to be lame. Why? Usually it's because one person is missing. How hard would it be to become that person? The person when the party really only starts when they walk in. Is there a formula for that? Im not to sure on these questions but I'd say that a good time is something that cannot be doctored, encouraged, but never set in stone.

Please leave your comments of your theories!

…John…

Greetings!

Why hello there! For all intensive purposes my name is John. Pleasure to meet each and every one of you. This blog will be the story of my life as an introvert. I'm hoping that through some extreme way this blog will lead me to be an extrovert. Or at least less of an introvert. On here I will give descriptions of the people of my life, feelings, happenings and friends. Hopefully I won't run into major drama but who knows drama might be good. I'm in high school and have a good bank of friends, no enemies, and no girlfriend. (yes I'm a guy, in case you didn't know) well I hope most of you will enjoy what is to come... Just stick with me and hopefully this blog with change both mine and your perspective because after all we are all just people trying are best to life in awesomeness on this earth.
…John…